Sunday, May 22

slideshow


every night i lay in my bed with pictures, memories running through my head.  projected like a slideshow in my mind.
often, like other youth, or those young lovers at heart, i see that one person. you.
am i perfect? no.
but i. unlike the world, will always remind you that you are my world.
sometimes i look at the stars and wonder are we alone. as a kid i used to think i was puppet in a large play controlled by other puppets.  but my strings are always blue. because my mom told me i was special.
i keep forgetting to tell her she is my hero. remember singing me to sleep? or when you took my door down? probably reminded you and dad of your drinking days.
i kissed her.
not my mom, that one remember?
im glad to be in the comfort of my warm bed it was cold tonight. i forgot to tell you im sorry. you didnt believe me when i told you i wasnt perfect.
i need to remember to tell you thank you.
dad remember when you said you love me? it meant the most on the field in front of everyone.
ill never forget that.
grandpa does he remember fishing? laughing at how fat i was?
if your not being made fun of your not loved.  atleast thats what they said when you signed into the family.
i asked you if you trusted me. i dont think you do as much as i want but i can dream.
but i try.  is try a failure word?
i saw you happy tonight. that made the past 446 nights worth it.  but i fell in love hundreds of nights before.  but like other nights. ill see the slideshow of memories.

Sunday, May 15

Knight and Day

My movie was rather tough to line up perfectly. Roy miller and June act as the heroes, mentors, and threshold guardians. Simon Feck is the herald. And Fitzgerald acts as the shapeshifter, shadow, and trickster.

OW: Roy; protecting zephyr and Simon Feck/ watching parents.
June; owns garage, sisters wedding.
CA: Roy;get off plane, protect the zephyr, protect Simon.
RC: Roy; still checks on parents, drugs June.
June; runs to find friend Rodney, turns Roy in.
MWM: Roy and June meet at the airport.
TAE: enemies; Fitzgerald and Antonio.
Test; protecting and surviving from airplane, train, finding Simon, and on the train.
A: rescue June, find Simon.
O: whole movie, when Fitzgerald finally gets zephyr.
R: June and Roy like each other, Roy rewarded for protecting Simon.
RB: June turns in Roy, then tries to find him.
R:June finds Roy.
RWE: zephyr blows up

Sunday, May 8

ordinary world

The opportunity has come about for you to meet Beel. Beel, a hot headed although unselfish 18 year old still struggling to make it through high school. Beel finds himself making grades, keeping somewhat of a social status, and participating in one and only one single club. This club keeps Beel awake and frustrated him. So caught up in this club however friends and foes alike tell him to relax or simply "turn the page." Beel tried but the club is on his mind constantly figuring how to excel and make the club as one, a family unit, a brother hood. A state challenge is coming up and Beel's symptoms are getting worse.

What club is Beel apart of?
Can he find a way to help the club excel?
In Beel's mind, what would he define as success for the upcoming challenge?

Sunday, May 1

some people's children

This one is for the spoiled.
The ones who can't find anything in the fridge.
Who think vitamin d comes from a fruit snack.
The ones who try to solve problems by saying there is an app for that.
This one is for the young and the old who think finding their soul is a new pair of jordans.
Be thankful for what you have. Instead of thinking "I'm perfect." believe your "imperfect."
That's all.
Thanks :)

Sunday, April 24

im perfect. imperfect.

every night i lay in my bed with pictures, memories running through my head.  projected like a slideshow in my mind.
often, like other youth, or those young lovers at heart, i see that one person. you.
am i perfect? no.
but i. unlike the world, will always remind you that you are my world.
sometimes i look at the stars and wonder are we alone as a kid i used to think i was puppet in a large play controlled by other plays.  but my strings are always blue. because my mom told me i was special.
when will we completely own ourselves?
i keep forgetting to tell her she is my hero. remember singing me to sleep? or when you took my door down and not remembering why the next morning because of ambien? probably reminded you and dad of your drinking days.
i kissed her.
not my mom, that one remember?
im glad to be in the comfort of my warm bed it was cold tonight. i forgot to tell you im sorry. im sorry.  you didnt believe me when i told you i wasnt perfect.
i need to remember to tell you thank you. thank you.
dad remember when you said you love me? it meant the most on the field in front of everyone.
ill never forget that.
grandpa has alzheimers. does he remember fishing? laughing at how fat i was? did i lose weight because of him?
my uncle calls me beel. its respect i want.
if your not being made fun of your not loved.  atleast thats what they said when you signed into the family.
you say im crazy. i know i am.
but i have a drug for that.
desire and push along are what i need along with the wanted respect to get me where i want to go.
i asked you if you trust me. i dont think you do as much as i want but i can dream.
after all im perfect. wait imperfect.
but i try.  is try a failure word?
i saw you happy tonight. that made the past 418 nights worth it.  but i fell in love hundreds of nights before.  but like tonight. ill see the slideshow of memories.
and tonight is not the last night ill see the light.

Sunday, April 17

blurbs

traveling soldier-dixie chicks
a young man drafted into the army sits and eats his last meal at a small diner only to find who could be the love of his life.  after talking and reminding each other to write, many questions arise.  will the love still stand when he gets back? will she wait for him or find another? or will he even live through the war?

replay-iyaz
i young man meets a girl at the mall.  however scared he was he talks to her and their love blossoms.  iyaz is very much obsessed.  will the love last? he is in the kitchen cooking thing she likes when really maybe it is her job? has he gone mad? you can only find out if you listen closely to replay by iyaz.

your beautiful-james blunt
mr blunt sees a beautiful girl in a subway. however there is a problem she was with another man! she knew mr blunt was interested but she didnt do anything about it.  miss beautiful keeps walking. mr blunt thinks desperately about what he should do.  will mr blunt do something about this possible love at first sight or just let her leave?

baby-justin bieber
young very feminine justin knows for a fact that a girl is attracted to him and he is to her. but is she really? as he digs deeper to find out if their love will blossom he finds out she actually does not like him like that.  in order to win her back he describes how he would have been the most perfect feminine boyfriend one could ever have. a mentor ludacris joins the picture and describes to justin his first love.  will the still in the closet recover his first love? or finally realize its time to give the world another rainbow and embarrass the bieber line in the process?

all american girl-carrie "smoking hawwt" underwood
young love blossoms and a baby girl is created.  the fathers dreams change due to the fact he wanted a boy.  the girl and her father are the best of friends.  years later another boy falls in love with the girl. the father doesnt mind.  however the boys football coach does not like the time he is spending with her.  this young "american girl" could possibly be the devil.  however the young boy and girl now wrinkly and old decide to have a kid. what is your best guess of what this childs sex would be?